A little more information to add to my previous update - I have since learned some startling information about the dropout rate at the EATM program. The class of 2014 (one year above me) has lost over a quarter of their class in the first year. Most students I have heard from attribute this huge loss to one particular professor, whose tests are notoriously difficult.
I have decided, along with many of my fellow 2015-ers, to get a jump start on studying to ease the load of this coming semester. Part of our first year involves memorizing the latin names of over 400 species. We have gotten hold of list of about a hundred to get started on, given to us by an older student. I'm hoping that by memorizing at least some of these names this summer, I'll have more study time and brain power to devote to this particular professor's lectures. Anything to lighten the academic load!! :)
I now have over a hundred beautifully color-coded flash cards!
For the most part, though, I'm only allowing myself to stress about one thing at a time. If I'm focused on academics-related worries, I won't let myself dwell on transportation. If I'm stressed about money, I'll ignore the thought of saying goodbye to loved ones in two months.
For now, my brain is pretty focused on the very basic problem of getting myself to California. (yes, still.) I do try to have faith in my car, but sometimes I worry that I'll end up stranded in the middle of nowhere. I will of course get my car thoroughly checked out before I leave, and if my mechanic declares it unfit for a cross country journey I'll bite the bullet and pay for a U-Haul. Not ideal, but worth the security of knowing I'll get there safely.
Don't worry - despite the anxiety I am still super excited about this next chapter in life! And I know as soon as I arrive safely and at least one major worry is taken care of, I'll be able to truly enjoy my excitement :)
Love and Bellyrubs,
Christy
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